the head on the door

unessential listening

Dec 20, 2008

11:05 PM

I took a trip to Parramatta, Fairfield and Town Hall today, to lend a scarf, follow a misleading message and to chill out. Except half the time, I wasn't comfortable and nothing helped the fact that I felt just so guilty when I was seen with him. I was afraid to have any witness see me visit Town Hall, due to the fact that I was with him. I didn't want to be seen at all. By anybody. I can never listen to his name, it's a common name, true, but it always brings me to think about him, and it always brings the guilt up in me. To hear his name, to hear about him, to pass his name on MSN is just, uncomfortable. Seeing him today, was ultimately the worst way to suffer the guilt I possess. We were best friends, now? I don't think I want to talk to him ever again. Anyways, it's Christmas soon, and I know what I want kids :

Hamish and Andy : Unessential Listening - $22.95
Oh, i'll get you something back, I promise (yn)

more like i'll get you something 5 Christmases later. Heeehehehhe.