yasmin
Mar 22, 2009
2:39 AMi never meant to hurt you i said things i shouldn't have, and maybe have physically hurt you, really hard. but you're who i've always wanted to be, and who i want to be with, but couldn't keep it in your pants, every time you said you liked being with me, i reconsidered that every time we were together after that one incident. it was stupid for me to even take my chances with you, knowing that our relationship would end within weeks and end in tragedy, well not tragedy, but ugly. you were the one girl i fell the hardest for, and i would never find someone as beautiful and as amazing as you, and you hurt me, sometimes i wish we could start all over, and i wish you could solve your issues with fidelity.
i never actually said that to you, and sometimes, i miss you.
-josephine